Thursday 2 August 2012

Perasaan Janggal :'(

Boleh bygkn x? org yg kite syg tbe2 nk jd kwn..bkn xboleh nk kwn tp perasaan tu rse laen sgt2..kite dh syg org tu sgt2 tbe2 jwpn yea nk jd kwn..mmg aku xbleh !
3 hari xcntct last2 jwpn yea nk jd kwn..ape nih ! alasan bercinta jarak jauh btul2 xmsuk akal..
mmg bnyk dugaan cinta jarak jauh nie tmbh2 jrg jmpe, msg2 xtau ape yg aku wat kt sni n ape die wat kt sne,mcm2 prasaan ade..tp tu stndard laa bg org cinta jauh2 nie..lg jauh hbgan kite lg kuat bile kite gduh n bnde nie tnde yea syg bkn ske2 nk gduh..lumrah bercinta.
Mmg xdinafikn lah, prgai aku jnis keras kple n ssh nk bertolak ansur ngn org agk teruk sikit, tp xkn dsbabkn mcm nie trus nk tgglkn aku lgsg xnk bg aku peluang..msg2 bleh beri mse tuk dri sndri tp xperlu kn smpai nk kne tggl2 kn nie..
Die sng jea ckp, "wat relx jea, xpyah bnyk pkir..hp ade FB ade u text jea insyallah i leh jd kwn yg baek " bst kn ayt die..die igt prsaan aku sme kowt ngn die..die ptut lg tau mcm mne hati tu skit ble kne tggl ngn org yg kite syg dsbabkn bnde yg mcm nie jea..hati aku btul2 rse janggal n laen sgt2..
Aku pcyekn die kt sne, sbb aku tau die mcm mne..aku xpenah kesah die nk kwn ngn pmpuan pn sbab aku tau die pndai bwk dri..klau die nk curang skli pn die ptut pkir abes2..aku mmg bnyk brkwn ngn laki tp xsmstnyea aku leh kuar ngn dorg, aku tau thp aku lg..kt sni pn aku kuar ngn kwn2 pmpuan jea xpnh lg kuar ngn mne2 laki kecuali g photoshoot..aku bnyk abes mse dduk kt umh jea..klau yg nie pn die still nk curiga ngn aku then aku xkesah laa sbab jauh kn..
Aku rindukn die yg lme..
Aku tau die xkn pnggil aku 'YUNK GEMIK' :(
Even aku tulis bnyk mne pn kt dlm blog nie psl die,bkn yea hati aku nie leh baek mcm dlu..
Die jea tau mcm mne nk wat hati aku baek mcm dlu.

1 comment:

  1. salam dear....first of all i didnt mean nak busybody...after read all your entry about this guy nizam i rasa kesian sgt dgn you...act mula2 i taknak msk campur tp i kesian sbb i fhm apa yg you rasa....look..i just nak advice kan you dont put too much hope or expect too much from him...until now nizam still mcm nak play around and tak serius dgn hubungan couple dari apa i tgk la...he did a same things to the other girls...since from his school lagi...i tak larang you nak syg dia mana tahu maybe satu hari allah akan ubah and sedarkan dia but apa yg i nshtkan jgn terlalu mengharap atau percaya...i dulu pun dia cerita tunggu bertahun tapi sementara tunggu ada cuba nasib dgn girl lain...look honey if he truly love someone...bila dia kehilangan girl yg dia syg dia takkan mudah suka girl lain...just think about it...sorry once again i tak maksud nak menyibuk but i just pity with you and i fhm perit yg you rasa...bykkn solat moga allah kuatkan diri you yer dear...be strong salam :)

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